I am hate this season.
Winter.
I'm always alone during winter.
Its my lowest season.
Everything always goes to shit.

For one, I have no friends.
For two, I have no boyfriend.
for three, my rents are crazy.

I'll keep going

I have no job, I can't afford college so I may dropping out and just everythings retarded.


Gah!
I feel so alone.
I need someone to love me, and care for me.
I need that feeling.
I feel so worthless.
 

My friend was dropping me off.
and we were sitting infront of my house in his truck
and the police
PULLED OVER THE PARKED CAR WE WERE IN!
what in the fuck!!!!!
 

Holy fucking Bajebus.
I could not sleep last night for the life of me.
I was up until roughly 3.
I had to leave school early to come home and get some sleep.
Something Odd Happened.
I Wont Describe But Something Odd Happened.
Three Years Ago it happened once, is it happening again?

BTW.
Someones a dirtbag, someones a dirtbag.


KFC VEGETARIAN BURGERS
are not vegetarian, they are cooked in the same grease as the chicken.

A&W VEGGIE BURGERS
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I am so udderly addicted.
Everyone kept telling me about it but i'm a bit hard headed and try never to follow a crowd.
I decided, hey why not its ten dollars i'll buy the book.
I bought the book read the first page, then couldn't put the damn thing down.
I'm so udderly addicted to it, I can't stop.
I believe I need help.
Now I'm not a trendy person, and I normally don't follow the flow.
But I love vampires, The vampire chronicals by anne rice is one of my fave series.
But the twilight series oh buddy.
I read the first book quickly then instantly went in for the second book.
I can't stop talking about them.
Then i found the movie, illegally(bad me I know), and i'm in the middle of it before the website decided i have to wait an hour before finishing the movie and i'm freaking out.
I can't stop.
I'm a bit dissapointed so far with the movie, it doesn't do justice for the book.
and I'm about halfway through the second book and its dissapointing a little because Edwards not in it as much but oh man.
I'm so addicted.

There is a man on youtube who is absolutely fucking genius.
I hope genius is spelt right or I'm going to look like a dumbass.
Anyway.
Check him out http://www.youtube.com/user/brentalfloss.
Some of my faves from him are "A heartfelt song", "Tetris with Lyrics", and "Louis Armstrong sings Super Mario World"

I would seriously rather listen to his comical rewrites, or addition of lyrics than any music on mtv or much.
Seriously, this man is an entertainer.
I can watch his videos over and over and over, and still find them funny as hell, I even sing along.
And he's an absolute Doll.

I left a comment on his profile and he got back to me and his stats are:

On another note.
I haven't talked to alex in like two days.
I miss him lots.
I spoke to him for about two minutes yesterday just to check up on him, but I still miss him.
I dunno whats up.
Last time we didn't talk for two days we broke up, almost for good.
*sigh*

I went to get bloodwork done today, that was fun.
They took 4 huge viles out of me to see if I was immune to three things.
Seriously it was fucking rediculous.
I doubt they use even more than a drop to test so why'd they need so much.
I swear they do it just to see us in pain.
And then they place this fucking HORRIBLE TAPE! over the already tender spot.
I swear, when i get bloodwork done it takes me 2 hours to get the makeshift bandage off.
Why can't they just give me a fucking bandaid. Seriously. GIVE ME A HELLO KITTY BANDAID GODDAMNIT.

Also, if anyone is on Vampirefreaks.com join my bloggers cult.
www.vampirefreaks.com/cult/iblog
I'm still working on it.^.^



BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW YAY!
 

I've started the second book in the series "The Vampire Chronicles" by Anne Rice.
I love this author, I love this series, and most of all, from the thirty or so pages I've read, the way this book is sucking me in.
I can read a teen angst novel in a couple of hours, and I know I don't have the reading ability to read this like that.
I haven't read in a long time, but this book is so captivating.
Gah, I want to skip work and finish it.
But I know I can't, I'm back to part time hours due to school.

But still, this book. mmm.
I haven't read the first one, just watched the movie(Interview with the vampire).
About a million times, it's my fave movie.
I have read a book that is a couple ahead.
This book, "The Vampire Lestat", stars our beloved vampire Lestat and it tells of his life before vampirism.
But thats really as far as I have read.
I'll tell you a bit more about the book as I get farther into it.
 

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Interview with The Vampire's Lestat
2 (66.7%)

Queen Of The Damned's Lestat
1 (33.3%)

I can't sleep.
I've been up since abour 3:30 am.
I had a night mare and yeah.
For some reason Cape Breton, the small town i live on went haywire and there were monsters everywhere.
and this big ass robot
Who liked me and showered me with gifts at first.
Then me and a few friends were in a car getting ready to leave cape Breton, and the robot peaked in our car, ripped off the roof and stole me.
Then somehow I got away from him and to my boyfriends house who had to do things before we could run away and get to a safe area.
So the robot ripped the roof right off his house and then ate him.
Then I woke up.
and was like "Thank god there were no zombies."
But i've been playing nazi Zombies for a few weeks now, i'm totally addicted to it.
and I have an over imaginative mind so i was scared a zombie was gonna pop up.
So now i'm upstairs, i work today, start school tomorrow, and i can't sleep.
This is redonkulous.

It was crazy last night.
Holy damn snow.
I was ready to flip.
The power went out and everything was all crazy.
Gah.
I'll post later.
 

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